Christmas Love

It begins on a bright summer day,
There's this green pasture,
At the end of it is a salt lake,
I always wanted to be in the picture,

Two shadows beside the windmill,
Being close, being near,
Till the place is wrapped in snow,
Cuddling you in the cold,

It was a long journey to find you,
Rough rides with an unsettled heart,
Time flew with a prayer whispered,
Much to say, this unspoken words,

Even with pain, even with tears,
Even with countless lonely nights,
Love, why is it always clearer looking back?
The remains of a lost story

Perhaps such was love,
Because such is love,
I will wait for your return,
On another Christmas day.

Appreciation

You've gotta be extra careful
With the things nearest to you
You know the closer you get to something
The tougher it is to see it

Explain to me this happiness
That you just got to experience
Or maybe that you're so blessed
That you can't even remember

That you stand here now
That you live and breathe
They're all little miracles
Just by themselves

I'll never forsake you
And I'll never take it for granted
It's fine to say "Never give up"
And "Keep chasing your dreams"

The more you spend your time talking big
The less you get done
I'll press that handful of courage against my heart
And with its help, survive another day

I'll never take it for granted

Quarantine

I watched Quarantine this evening. It was Celine's suggestion to watch it, the title gave me an impression of "cleaning" or "eliminating" something and turned out to be a little unpredictable(maybe cause I never even look at the poster). It was pretty creative, strong horror vibe and a little unpleasant to watch, everyone was dead in the end. I got my left leg up while watching it, so...... pretty scary haha... compared to those Korean or Thai horror movies which uses sound effects and disgusting figures (most of them tells about evil spirits not resting in peace seeking for vengeance, predictable?). Imagine having your brother or sister turning pale, going berserk biting you, dang.... then you gotta knock them down with a hammer. I was in silence when they play the credits.

Close To You

I wanna be everythin your man's not
And I'm gonna give you everytime little thing I got
Cause you are more than a man needs
That's why I say you're truly my destiny
I'm gonna get cha
If it takes until forever
No you don't feel me if forever turns into never
I'll let you know my love is just as strong
And for you never just ain't that long

I wanna be the smile you put on your face
I wanna be your hands when you say your grace
I wanna be whatever is your favorite place, oh
I just wanna be close
I wanna be the hat you put on your head
I wanna be the sheets you put on your bed
I wanna be the skirt wrapped around your legs
Oh, I just wanna be close

And even if the day turns into night
I will love you by candlelight
And even if he water starts to run over
I'll be there to put you on my shoulder
And if it's hard for you to get to sleep
I will sing you a melody,
I wanna feel this way
Till the end of time, cause I pray one day
That you will be mine

See my life's filled with up and downs
I'm ok when you're around
And when I'm in a storm and my nights are cold
Reach out your hands for me to hold
See you're my queen on a throne and you're the reason
For a song and I can't wait to fill you up with love
Fill you with love


I wanna be the sun, your stars, your moon
I wanna be a hot summer day in June
I wanna be the smell of your sweet perfume
I just wanna be close
I wanna be the seed
That bare your life brand new
I wanna be the one that's so faithful and true
I wanna be the man down that aisle in that suït, yes
I just wanna be close

Ice Cream

You talk to me
You speak with me
Don't sink before you rise baby
Don't fade away

You hesitate
You seem to wait
For all the time we had
Feels like a world away

Who's to say, we'll be ok
We will make it through the night
Don't wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile

Cause we're the same
And I know that we'll never change
Look I bought your favourite ice cream
I dont wanna see it melt away

If you walk out now
I don't know if we could be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me

The memories
The things we did
I locked inside my heart
Where i know i won't forget

And now, who's to say, we'll be ok
We will make it through the night
Don't wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile

Cause we're the same
And I know that we'll never change
look I bought your favorite ice cream
I don't want to see it melt away

If you walk out now
I don't know if we could be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me

I want you to stay here with me

Unfinished Story

Will you write for me the ending?
Do I have to find another author,
When you flip thru the pages,
Do you see our future?

Troubles conquered our space,
In a second the pen was dropped,
Leaving the story incomplete,
The absence of you kills me quietly,

Don't give up when the ink runs dry,
A little faith changes everything,
Step up to what we believe in,
There's time for the unwritten pieces,

Remembering the days together,
Under the trees we sat,
Sharing a moment of you & I,
Now I'm left swinging alone.

Distance

No it doesn't seem too far,
It's a song we both know,
When I wanna find you,
I just close my eyes...

Hostage Heart

Do you miss me like I miss you?
Take up the map of the tressure chest,
There's a compas find a way,
It will lead you to my eyes,

If you look above the trees,
The planes will fly to the north,
Leave behind those shadows binding,
Get nearer to what fills you,

You shot me with an arrow yesterday,
Now my heart is a hostage,
It bleeded full with love,
Like a patient who found his cure,

You cheated me with words today,
Now my heart is in misery,
It bleeded filled with pain,
Like a patient without a doctor,

How could fishes swim without water?

It can't hide it's struggling,
Becoming your hostage ain't easy,
No keys to escape this love,

Your lies pokes thru my veins,
It drips till it's numb,
But you held my heart on hostage,
I couldn't runaway from this cage,
Chained by empty promises,

You held my heart on hostage,
On hostage,
On hostage,
Oh no,

Now there's a hole in my heart,
I'm losing control of myself,
Hostaged heart couldn't be freed,
I will be the death of love.

Say

Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something
Somewhere better just to have it?
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong, but
Nothing's turned out how you wanted

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Do you know what your fate is?
And are you trying to shake it?
You're doing your best and
Your best look
You're praying that you make it

Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Better than you had it

Whenever the end is
Do you think you can see it?
Well, until you get there
Go on, go ahead and scream it
Just say it

Haunted Mansion

Life is full of black mysteries,
Dusty wind protecting our lies,
Hatred fogged by sandstorms,
Ugly faces divided to two,

Walk back on that wooden bridge,
Quickly run as the planks collapse,
Flee and hide to flithy wasteland,
Entering into the devil's lair,

Evil smiles when the dark return,
Tormented souls cry out loud,
Screams heard before the night reborn,
Death is floating in the mind,

The gates break loose spirits crawling,
Mirrors breaking in burning flare,
Auras pushing and pulling you,
Sliding another step closer to hell,

None knew their wicked plans,
Blood fills the empty glasses,
Devils brainwash, sinister laughter,
No escape for your trembling shiver,

Bodies torn apart souls eaten up,
Replenishing the sins of the world,
Bid your last farewell to mother earth,
Your worst nightmare is here tonight.