The Grey Heart

Where is the my sunshine?
Do I have to wait for tmr again?
When will the light come out and play?
My heart is striked by the thunderous storms,

Lying on my bed, looking at the numbers,
Will I wake up will tmr ever come?
The clock ticks my life away,
Ticking my conciousness away,

Where is my summer breeze?
Do I have to wait again for another year?
To blow away all my mellow,
Swallowing all my regrets and sorrows,

Where is my emotions, smile and tears?
Winning means nothing anymore,
The sky has lost its colour,
Mourning for the death of an angel,

Dear Goddess of Victory where are you?
Where? where is my summer pig?
Ah.... she's smilling to me,
Right here reading this.

Hello Alth...

City Lights

I had a glimpse of the city lights just now of Bandar Puteri in Puchong from the hill side. It was beautiful and it just calms my heart. Awesome view. Sometimes I just wander how cool is it to be able to fly above the city below the clouds at night. It was raining and I made my way back home from Qian Wen's house after a long day revising. Talk, study and ate a lot. I'm kinda stone now. Should be calling a friend in a while. Signing off.

Living Reason

You still remember the dream we had that day, don't you?
You are my dream, you are my friend,
We just gotten started, you were my long lost friend,
It's time to get moving,

Everyday lit up by the shine ahead,
I wanna see you, it lights my soul on fire,
But now we bid farewell to those fun days,
To be the future, I'll try to over, that's why I'll dream on,

I'll go the distance,
Gazing at a sky so full,
I'm just now starting,
I'll use my greatest power,

Thank you my friend,
I haven't forgotten what happened on that day,
You are my dream,
Next time I'll protect you my way, the distance.

Love Songs

Love is powerful. It can change someone, break someone or even make the person stronger. I've been watching a couple of love movies and love songs lately. I watched part of The Notebook. Its a great movie, about this couple who are so crazy over each other. They fought and love each other so much. Bitter and sweet. I stopped watching it halfway just right before the sex scenes. Wasn't too comfortable watching it in front of my family. Will continue the other half soon.

I've been listening to this girl, Janice Wei Lan. Such an expressive, gentle and lovely voice. Right Rowena? ;) Meet Yin Teng today during lunch with Evon and Ying Kai near Mentari. Went to Pyramid after that to catch a movie with Evon. Resident Evil: Extinction. It was ok, if you don't mind violence and bloody scenes. That lady just blast every zombie heads off like water melon squashed to pieces. Pyramid has expanded their mall, with Pyramid 2 it's much bigger and the new shops are pretty cool too. Went into Billabong and I had my eyes on a few stuffs. A jacket and a polo t-shirt, kinda pricey so I guess I have to wait.

Janice - Love Me Accapella

The way you make me feel so adored

Wish you'd bring me candies when I feel lonely
Dream that you were my husband-to-be
In 365, all I ask is one, name it after me

Wish you'd write my name on your favorite palm tree
Look in my eyes, love is all you can see
Night and day I dream that things are the way before
Will you love me more

Where, when and why did you make me cry
Loneliness has become another part of life
Tears running strong and angels have gone
Don't know how to carry on

Baby I need you now
I need your arms to hold me tight tonight
Please turn the lights down low
And feel my body glow, whisper and flow

Baby I need you now
I need your strength to hold me down tonight
The world is out of sight
Cause you are all that I've been searching
For the way you make me feel adored

Welcome

Welcome to my space. This is it, the birth of my new blog. I left it all behind, I'm letting it all go, the past. It will be buried somewhere in my memories. I watched Serendipity this evening. Recommended by Jamie. It's a story about two souls destined to be meet each other again after a strange, unforgettable encounter during christmas. "Serendipity is an aptitude for making desirable discoveries by accident" quoted from dictionary.com. Special and rare, good fortune. They played this song during the credits, its been a while since I last heard of it.

Evan And Jaron - The Distance

The sky has lost it's color
The sun has turned to grey
At least that's how it feels to me
Whenever you're away
I crawl up in the corner
As I watch the minutes pass
Each one brings me closer to
The time you're comin' back

I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time until I next see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That with every breath I take I'm callin your name

But I can't take the distance

I still believe my feelings
But sometimes I feel too much
I make believe you're close to me
But it ain't close enough
Not nearly close enough

I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time until I next see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That with every breath I take I'm callin your name

I brave fire and I brave rain
To be by your side I'd do anything
I can't take the distance

I will go the distance
I will go the miles
That's how much you mean to me'

Cause I can't take the distance
I can't take these miles
I can't take the time until I next see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That with every breath I take I'm calling your name
I can't take the distance

It's hard to remember
As long as you're away
When I find solace
There's only one way