No Boundaries

Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever when you feel you lost your way
What if my chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
to fight and never walk away

So here I am, still holding on

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

I fought to the end to stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets
Don't know where the futures headed
Nothings gonna bring me down

I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
I've risked being saved but I always knew why
I always knew why

So here I am still holding on
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you've almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule cuz there's nothing between you and your dreams

There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

Flowers

May morning flowers bloom for you,
Delightedly gazing at your graceful smile,
Open the windows the sunshine brings peace,
And let it start dancing under the daylight,

May evening flowers colour your day,
With rainbows and the butterflies,
Take a walk in the park and imagine,
Let your daydreams fly you to paradise,

May night flowers keep you company,
In the dark when they rest beside you,
Close your eyes and feel your heart,
Who's closest to you right now?

Permanent

Is this the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my broken promise that you’ll never see me cry
And everything, it will surely change even if I tell you I won’t go away today

I know he’s living in hell every single day
And so I ask oh God is there some way for me to take his place
And when they say it’s all touch and go I wish I could make it go away
But still you say

Will you think that you’re all alone
When no one’s there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away and everything is temporary, rest your head
I’m permanent
I’m permanent

Broken Strings

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me, now I can't feel anything

When I love you and so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking it's the voice of someone else

Oh, what are we doing?
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late, too late

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late, too late

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
So how can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?
Oh, you know that I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again

Photographs And Memories

I keep your picture by my bed for when I'm feeling sad
And I don't know why I would be
The way your smile looks so real
It feels like I could start to understand your grace
But I don't understand why you're not here with me
And I don't even wanna know where else you'd be

Cause I have photographs and memories of the times
When you weren't on my mind and I was alone
And I have poetry and drawings of my life
When you weren't on my side and I didn't know
Just what is love...

Writing moments on the wall with different colors
Keeps my mind away from missing you
And I can't wait to fall asleep to slip into my dreams
Where we can dance upon a star..
And I will be as patient as a boy in love could ever be
And I don't feel like I was real until you were a part of me

Cause I have photographs and memories of the time
When you weren't on my mind and I was alone.
And I have poetry and drawings of my life
When you weren't on my side and I didn't know
Just what is...

I need you back, I need you back
I need you here
I need your smile, I need your eyes
I need you dear
Every line on your face makes a beautiful maze
For my eyes to trace

I have photographs and memories of the times
when you weren't on my mind and I was alone...

The Best Is Yet To Come

Someday in the future
I will, for sure, hold it in my hands
It will softly set ablaze
A light in my empty heart

The impulses that makes you wanna meet it
The innocence that makes you wanna cry
They've gone into summer fire
The fireflies aren't coming back

You didn't say a single word
Left behind a kiss for me
And nodded as you still got burned
It was so sad, my life was wavering

My true, one and only
I can also see you right now
The dazzling moon will softly
Illuminate the morning day

Someday in the future
I will, for sure, hold it in my hands
It will softly set ablaze, a light in my empty heart
And strongly, strongly shine on

Broken

The broken clock is a comfort
It helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow
From stealing all my time
And I am here still waiting
Though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best
Like you've already figured out

The broken locks were a warning
You got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded
I'm an open book instead
And I still see your reflection
Inside of my eyes
That are looking for purpose
They're still looking for life

I'm hanging on another day
Just to see what, you will throw my way
And I'm hanging on, to the words you say
You said that I will, will be okay
The broken light on the freeway
Left me here alone
I may have lost my way now
But I haven't forgotten my way home

I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain
There is healing
In your name
I find meaning
So I'm holding on
Barely holding on to you
Barely holdin on to you

Track Race

As usual, I would spend some of my free time doing some jogging when the mood comes. So I put on my sneakers this evening under the orangey yet still sunny sky and hopped into the field. Uik... I thought thought I saw an uncle running, I did I did that uncle is the one chilling at the side of the track every time I go jogging. Nevermind, I continued my normal routine... jog till I'm not in the mood.

While I was jogging about almost half the track of the first round, suddenly I noticed the uncle... no you are wrong, I didn't check him out. He was checking me out first! I just returned him a look. Then okay... nevermind I won't know what was on his mind. I can't see nuts from that distance. After all he is like almost half a round ahead of me.

Then... after another quarter of the track, uncle checked me out again! Wth!? I know I cute la... no need keep looking. I sense this firery aura... "Kiddo, you run so slow la...". Eventually my evening jog goal was set to run faster than that uncle. Rawr! Bring it on uncle! Young peeps are capable too!

Second round passed, I caught up 1/3 of the distance between us. Uncle looks back... feeling the pressure. I bet he's sweating like pig over there. Cause I'm also sweating dy, haha. The sun had to come out at this time -.- Third round passed, I caught up 2/3 of the initial distance between us. Uncle looks back... I bet he's going like "OMG-ness! I need to fast fast fast.. cough cough".

Before the fourth round ended, I jog passed him... "Oh yeshhhhh baby! victory is sweet" in my heart. Okay I didn't feel that way haha.... cause I'm pretty much out of breath myself. However, I captured the moment, that few seconds I see him, he was panting like super crazyyy "Hurh.. Hurhh..... Hurhhhh..... all the sweat and fats bouncing" LOL.

Then I check him out back from the front.... and run run run run! I was half a track ahead.. woo hooo! AIKS..... jogged abit too fast, tired-ness. I started walking... the uncle must be thinking "Yes! Time to catch up, boy, I eat salt more than you eat rice, you're still inexperienced!". I walked like 1/3 the track and he's like a quarter track away from me ady, pressure! then I run run run! "Too bad uncle! Die also must win you today! Ruahaha!". I run until the winning line and hide at home. DEAD TIRED NOW. LOL.

Where'd You Go?

Where'd you go? I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone

She said, some days I feel like sh**
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit
I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along, but the trips always feel so long, and

I find myself tryin' to stay by the phone
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call
But when I pick up I don't have much to say, so

I want you to know it's a little messed up
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin'
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing

You know the place where you used to live?
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs
Used to have a little party every halloween with candy by the pile
But now, you only stop by every once in a while

Yeah, I find myself just fillin' my time
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind
I'm doin' fine, and I'm plannin' to keep it that way
You can call me if you find that you have somethin' to say

I want you to know it's a little messed up
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin'
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless

It seems one thing has been true all along
You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone
I guess I've had it with you and your career
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it

Where'd you go? I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go? I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Please come back home

Please come back home
Please come back home
Please come back home
Please come back home

Two Little Princess

These little ones arrived on Satuday, getting their new home very soon. It's called Fat Tail Gerbil or Duprasi, not hammies. Google it up yo! Sisters, born on the 17th February 2009. They will be sticking with me for a long long time... Meet Aeris & Tifa. Cheese!Hello Wello, give us Burfday prezzies plwease!