Mercy

Angel of mercy
How did you find me?
Where did you read my story?
Pulled from the papers
Desperate and hardened
Seeking a momentary fix

All I wanted to say
All I wanted to do
Is fall apart now
All I wanted to feel
I wanted to love
Its all my fault now
A tragedy I fear

Angel of mercy
How did you find me?
How did you pick me up again?
Angel of mercy
How did you move me?
Why am I on my feet again?
And I see you
Whoa Whoa Whoa
I feel you
Whoa Whoa Whoa

'fore just the daylight
Come and I stand by
Waiting to catch the quickest plane
Fly me to nowhere
Is better than somewhere
That's where I've been and nothings changed

All I wanted to say
All I wanted to do
Is fall apart now
All I wanted to feel
I wanted to love
Its all my fault now
A tragedy for sure

I'm so lost in you
A tragedy seemed to be over now, oh now
A tragedy it seemed to be over now

Up & Downs

That night was the very first time in my life witnessing my father in tears. He has his soft side too.

Never blame a day in your life,
Good days give you happiness,
Bad days give you experience,
Both are essential in life,
All are Gods blessings.

p/s: I enjoyed last nite Yenny :) Xie xie lao shi..

Eternal Sleep

I'm hanging on heaven's door,
Tonight the tears can't stop,
Please don't leave me alone,
I'll do anything you ever want,

We had our share of fun,
As little we were in the playgrounds,
Taking our time as it never ends,
Our hands unite making this covenant,

You promised me that day,
Under the endless blue skies,
The clouds hearing us out,
Do you still remember?

These four letters spelled,
Don't ever leave before me,
Even if you don't wanna speak,
It's alright, alright with me,

I'm sitting outside the door,
To listen to you breathing,
This invisible wall is parting us,
Tonight the tears can't stop.

He's Gone

Just came back home from work. Just knew that my uncle has passed away. I remembered the times when he just got his pay every month and gave me a small cut out of it.... the times me and Wayne play pranks on him and run all over the house... 21 years of memories....

Finding Our Way

You're kinda lost for awhile,
Looking at the crossroad of failures,
Think about all the beautiful things,
Draw the sun as our heart winks,

So you run and you hide,
Then you walk it all alone,
So you been trying to find a smile,
Then look behind you'll find me,

No one's looking at the two of us,
Laughing while the angel sings,
Just give me all your fears,
And I will throw it all away,

You found love but it ran away,
On a road with no lamplights,
Forget about the previous movie,
Lets hold tomorrow in our hands,

You just stare into space hey,
We're on the race to the starlights,
Strave yourself from everything else,
Lets scream with joy for tonight.

Tagged By Alesa

Six Things I'm Passionate About:
~>God, always and forever.
~>Girls, haha I'm sure you guys are passionate for the opposite sex too ;)
~>The band, still waiting to jam.
~>Youths, Passion Conference was pretty good, Ivan is gonna make a video about it.
~>College subjects.
~>TVB Drama - Moonlight Resonance. English Series - Entourage. Awesome!
Six Things I Say Too Often:
~>How are you?
~>Sandwich. Currently I'm living on sandwich for my diet, made a few for my friends, Jen Zi: You can open a stall already. Cool!
~>Singing, jum karaoke.
~>Jum movie, I need a company.
~>Mama, are you still watching the television? (I'll dedicate 1 blog entry for my grandma soon)
~>Breakfast ready. I'm making breakfast everyday this week for family.

Six Books I Read (Recently):
~>Auditing texbook.
~>Organisation Law textbook.
~>Business Capstone student guide.
~>Decision Analysis textbook.
~>Bible
~>Dictionary haha... all these books requires a dictionary to understand you know.

Six Songs I Can Listen to Again and Again:
~>Audioslave - Be Yourself
~>Foo Fighters - Everlong
~>Smashing Pumpkins - 1979
~>Radiohead - Creep
~>Lifehouse - First Time
~>The Calling - Wherever You Will Go
~>Nirvana - Lithium
~>Boys Like Girls - Great Escape
~>The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Guardian Angel
~>The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - False Pretense
I have no choice. These are the song list for the coming jamming session xD

Six Things I Learnt In The Past Year:
~>Trust in God and He will do His best for you.
~>Failing isn't a fullstop in life. You can form a new sentence after that.
~>Improve yourself while waiting for the right person.
~>You can choose to see things as a blessing or burden. If you choose to always look things as burden, you're one major sad case.
~>You gotta believe in what you're doing, don't let people influence you easily.
~>Life's too short to think of the sad stuffs too often, be happy and move forward.

From The Inside Out

I'm touched each and every time I watch this video. Tears just flows somehow, beautiful song.

A thousand times I've failed
Still Your mercy remains
And should I stumble again
I'm caught in Your grace
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out
Lord, let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love you from the inside out

Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing You praise
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out
Lord, let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out Lord my soul cries out

A New Sound In Town

Finally, after probably 2 years bumming around, I've managed to assemble a band with people of the same taste of music. Awesome, can't wait for our very first practice... Introducing...
Kei Loke. How old? Ask him yourself xD. A great chef in the making, yeah he's a chef and he's my drummer now. Faster get yourself back from holidays and we can start rolling dude.

Ethan Lim. 22 years old. He's working in an advertising company. His job? Well, almost everything that range from accounting to marketing to advertising. Damn, evil boss and this bro here is my guitarist.

Simon Ng. 22 years old. Yeah, that's me you're looking at. Pursuing my Bachelor of Commerce degree in Accounting & Finance in Metropolitan College, Subang Jaya. I am the voice of the band, so get off the mic.

Wei Leng. 22 years old. A good buddy mine, graduated from Metropolitan College in Economic & Finance, currently looking for a boss before proceeding to a Masters in Finance. As they say, it's always sweet to have a rose among the guys. We're not thorns, who came up with that stupid phrase? Lovely lady here's our keyboardist.

What?! No, this isn't Chinese New Year yet. No ang paus, nothing. xxxxx xxx. xx years old. He's our bassist, the last piece in the band. Mysterious huh? I'll reveal to you who's the man behind this after our first session kicks off. I've got a good feeling bout this.

Wounded Past

Much sadness, such tragedies,
A part of them die silently,
What is worst than an empty soul?
A wounded heart waiting to heal,

"Why so serious?", he asked,
A mask covers his timid self,
Lets put a smile on that face,
Tonight you no longer see your shadow,

They told me their stories,
I cried with them, their misery,
Time will restore oh broken one,
For He knows whos in need,

Play the drums, get on the strings,
Melodies of the bass beating,
Light up some heart felt music,
Lets put on a show for our audience.