Sorry

I feel guilty for being so mean. Why am I like this? Argh... Kill me.

The Climb

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction

My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all aboutIt's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith
Whoa a oh oh

The Legless Bird

Showered with freedom of infinity,
Spread my wings and fly up high,
Soaring above the clouds below the sun,
Landing wherever, whenever I want,

The master of the blue skies,
Desires of living eternity,
Pictures to pictures of places to places,
Collecting fragments of memories,

Till... you showed up that day,
My heart begins to beat,
You're like a time stopper,
Every second feels like magic,

How was it like to fall?
So hurtful, this unbearable pain,
Since you left me that day,
You took my legs away,

One last cry stopped my heart,
Feeling you vanishing into dust,
I crashed into the slumps of hell,
Tearing my mighty wings apart,

This missing piece in my heart,
Sweeping my emotions away,
I became loveless that day,
Bidding farewell to the last teardrop,

Couldn't comprehend nor hate,
This emptiness inside me,
Taking off, finding my destiny,
Afraid, will I ever fall again?

My everything, you were,
It was an all or nothing bet,
I lost the biggest gamble of life,
You took my legs away, the legless bird.

Sorry

This is all my fault. I screwed up everything... I'm sorry.

Perhaps... Love

Not the best nor perfect,
Yet attracting strange feelings,
Even without perfume,
Your fragrance spreads to me,

Perhaps no one really notice,
Like a rose trampled on the ground,
Your sincerity and vulnerability,
Reaches every corner of my heart,

So strange, so short yet so true,
I just want to protect you each day,
Feeling you in me,
The river that flows in us,

I never wanna see you sad,
Or tear, cry, wept, sob, moody,
I'll hope I'll get the chance,
To prove myself today.

No Worries

All the best in your interview, may your tummy get well soon :')

Evening Encounter

I begin to think working for a lousy boss began to suck, although it's my first week. However, I never regret working here. It's been awhile, someone who looks me to the eye for a moment shylessly, bold pretty eyes. Interesting.... evening meeting.

p/s: I learnt how to jump start my car tonight lol, clumsy me: thanks Rena.

Flightless Bird

I was a quick wet boy, diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair, I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map and called for you everywhere

Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth
Big pill looming Now I'm a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats curl through the wide fence cracks

Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold
And clean blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding or lost you, american mouth
Big pill stuck going down

Light of the World

From a distance, the world looks blue and green
And the snow-capped mountains white
From a distance, the ocean meets the stream
And the eagle takes to flight

From a distance, there is harmony
And it echos through the land
It's the voice of hope, it's the voice of peace
It's the voice of every man

From a distance, we all have enough
And no one is in need
There are no guns, no bombs, no disease
No hungry mouths to feed

From a distance, we are instruments
Marching in a common band
Playing songs of hope, playing songs of peace
They're the songs of every man

From a distance, you look like my friend
Even though we are at war
From a distance I just can't comprehend
What all this fighting is for

God is watching us
God is watching us

From a distance, there is harmony
And it echos through the land
It's the hope of hope, it's the love of love
It's the song of every man

God is watching us
From a distance

I'm Done

I am a GRADUATE! Unofficially, but well, who cares.

YYYYAAAAAAYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

On the side note, I really hate liars.

p/s: When the flight has taken off, don't think I'll ever come back to you again, this is Goodbye.

Changeling

I watched Changeling with Carina on Friday nite. Lol, she was half asleep under my fleece. Dung, next time don't wanna bring for you already. As usual, I parked in "VIP" parking in Mid Valley again. Headed to Ibox Cheras to meet my friends after that for Ray's farewell. Boy, they drank so much..... crazy... I was there.. hiding myself and singing songs Adele picked.

After the movies earlier that night, it just struck my heart. I recall my memories with mum when I was a kid till now. The things she gone thru with me and how much she has sacrifice, love me thru all these years. She's the only lady that I feel really sorry for whenever I see her in tears over these years, the very special someone who would do anything to give me the very best. Sometimes I may not show it out but deep inside, I love you mum. I won't short change you for anyone in this world, never ever will *promise* Don't show the office aunties about my blog ler... malu-fying *shy shy*

p/s: Ray boy, gonna miss you dude. Will come Aussie to meet up sometime. Bestest buddy!