Grenade

Easy come, easy go

That's just how you live oh

Take, take, take it all

But you never give

Should have known

You was trouble

From the first kiss

Had your eyes wide open

Why were they open?

Gave you all I had

And you tossed it in the trash,

Tossed it in the trash you did (just like your balls)

To give me all your love

Is all I ever asked

But what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)

Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)

I'd jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)

You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah) Oh, oh

I would go through all this pain,

Take a bullet straight through my brain,

Yes, I would die for you baby

But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no

Black, black, black and blue

Beat me till I'm numb

Tell the devil I said "hey" when you get back to where you're from

Mad woman, bad woman,

That's just what you are, yeah,

You'll smile in my face then

Rip the brakes out my car

Gave you all I had

And you tossed it in the trash

You tossed it in the trash, yes you did

To give me all your love

Is all I ever asked

Cause what you don't understand is

If my body was on fire, ooh

You' d watch me burn down in flames

You said you loved me you're a liar

Cause you never, ever, ever did baby...

No, you won't do the same,

You wouldn't do the same,

Ooh, you'll never do the same,

No, no, no, no

Car Wash

It's Sunday and I spent my morning worship leading in church. It was pretty good I'd say, it's not coming from me aite, it's from the people *blurps* and brunch in OUG, the famous curry mee. The service was rather slow and insentitive to demand, which clearly explains the number of customers.

The rest of the day was dedicated to sleeping and...... CAR WASH. Man....I love my car and every soul knows that. It's like a knife going thru my heart each time I see a new scratch carved into its skin. Ouch! Not to mention the workshop that fixed my car from a minor accident a couple of days back, they got nice screwing session from me for not doing a good job (loads of new scratches) and had to redo the process.

It was about 4pm when after my nap. So, I proceed with a pail of water and bubble wash it with the shampoo, sponge with my brother helping me with the water spray. So sweet eh? NOT. SOOOO MUCHH of help.... marvelous water spraying skills. Excellento....

How can I be wetter than my car when the subject to wash is my car? WTH!!!!!! How can someone miss the entire MyVi and accurately aimed the spray to a guy 1/10 the size of the car straight to my face? For the record, it was 3 times! !@#!#&^@#( How can you wage war with the King of Water Fight a.k.a. Simon Ng?!

That's it, he passed me back the spray and it was my turn to miss my car hahaha! Oooo I gave him a dip in the man made rain... Damn! Wet like Sunway Lagoon. The next thing I know is he came running to me with the pail of car wash soap and water and........ *SPLASH!* So much for a Sunday evening....... being showered in car shampoo....

Don't you try running away from me idiot!!!!! You'll be dead when I get my hands on you!!!! *Runsssss*

Momentary Separation

Such beautiful lines, details,
I'm always trully amazed,
How the clouds are sketched,
To compliment the limitless sky,

Today's a different kind of blue,
For I'm a thousand miles away,
Laying on the white sands,
Starring aimlessly into space,

Let my thoughts float me,
Above whatever this world could offer,
Away from all troubles mankind brought,
Take me beyond whats beyond,

But you know in my heart,
I'll take a part of you with me,
No matter where I go you'll always stay,
This is just a momentarily separation,

Back at home where love was found,
Memories of us made thru the seasons,
I'll be back to get you someday,
You're the only one I couldn't forgo.

River Flows in You

If there is a road made just for you
The road is right there in your heart
If you can, endure it through...
Then put all of your soul into trusting it

Holding you... holding you...
It's in you... river flows in you...
Slowly... more slowly...
There is a river flowing inside me...

I want to throw my heart to you
So that I can always feel you
If you can, hold onto it just a bit longer
Then try to put all your heart into it

Holding you... holding you...
It's in you.. river flows in you...
Waiting... the waiting...
Will I be there then?

River flows in you...

It's Alright

There's no such thing as I can't live without you. Through these years I've learnt to move on again and again. It's alright looking back sometimes in your free days, I can still smile without you today.

Just The Way You Are

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shinning
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her everyday
Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She won't believe
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But everytime she ask me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful
Uh you know, you know, you know

I'd never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same
So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Last First Kiss

The wind was singing its song that day,
By the hillside I stood watching,
Like a King reigning over his land,
With his loyal subjects to his aid,

A ruler of wisdom and supremacy,
His stronghold extends to the heavens,
He brings wealth and peace to his people,
But his feelings were never comprehended,

The terror howls on a silent night,
Forest burnt, the enemy strikes merciless,
The frozen throne was robbed away,
To the wicked conquerer the people cried,

All was lost within a wink,
I woke up in a lost cottage,
With my weapons striped off,
You appeared by my side, smiling,

The firewoods kept me warm,
The bowls of bitterness kept me alive,
Each day you would tell me tales,
Your tender care kept me safe,

My rage, calmed by your words,
It was you at the end of the tunnel,
A reason me a reason to march on,
I knew a different fight has begun,

Lets run this race of a lifetime,
Together till the sun disappears,
I'll not let loose of your hands,
We'll be living for a new dawn,

My arms, will forever warp around you,
Since the day I met you love,
It has always been part of our destiny,
Giving up a kingdom to be your last first kiss.

Twilight Blossom

The falling flower petals
The dew flowing down my cheeks
We were looking up the view together
Yet now there's only I

I was afraid of remembering
I closed my heart to everyone
No matter how many times I erased it
It was always overflowing with you

I hoped to protect you forever
Even if I'm hurt
I wanted to be by your side
Closer than anyone else

The warmth of your embrace still lingers on my hand
I won't forget no matter how many seasons pass
I am thinking of you

A Fighter's Dream

Why do you hide your face?
Amidst of the lightless clouds,
When the radiant beam has faded,
It's the rising of the other world,

It's never easy to endure hardships,
I began running like I never did,
Thru mountain slopes and down the valley,
I forsake my past to a greater future,

The sweats and endless nightmares,
These suffering will not go in vain,
I woke up between every nights & mornings,
And look up upon your face again,

It calms me, your glow in the dark,
Facing these walls chambering my soul,
Constantly make belief I couldn't surpass,
All the temptations that lies within,

Boxing my way up to the king's throne,
The love of a falling star is sending you a brief light,
Watch my eternal dream start rolling,
As I point up my hands in the ring.

Angel

When you look me in the eye,
I'm fallen into your spell,
Short but everlasting in the heart,
Like I've known you a thousand years,

When you rub your hands against me,
This tingling feeling spreads all over,
Drifting me away to my daydreams,
The sun has never been brighter before,

When you speak to me softly,
A subtle yet vulnerable voice,
Singing to the depths of my soul,
An angel is whispering to my ear,

When you are close to me,
I can hear your heart beating next to mine,
This feeling of familiarity and warmness,
I knew I'm back home once again.

Mixtape

You say hello, inside I'm screaming I love you
You say goodnight, in my mind
I'm sleeping next to you
You drive away from my car crash of a heart
And I don't know

You talk to him, and it burns me like the sun
You talk to her, and you say that you feel like he's the one
I talk to me, but you can't hear the pain I feel
You don't know

Cause you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the sad songs ain't so sad
I only wish there was more than that
About me and you

Oh, don't turn around and say bye again
Yeah it crushes my head when you call me
Your friend and I'm not the same person
From back in the day in the back of the class
That you thought was gay
No I can't find the words cause I lost them
The minute they fell out of my mouth
And it's love and I'm in it, so give me your lips
And just let me kiss 'em
And let's get messed up and listen to possibly...

The best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was more than that
About me and you

The Notes In My Sonata

The clock ticks over a million times,
Friday comes again and again,
I sit here under the evening sky,
Wondering how your time passed today,

The sunset, takes my eyes beyond the horizon,
Watching the beam losing its light,
Feels like the sunshine on your face,
Is fading slowly from its source,

Did you tear, did you laugh,
Did you smile or had a beautiful dream?
I'm always thinking of you,
Though we are miles apart,

Distance tries to break our bridge,
Nothing could ever burn these strings,
As long as we have faith in tomorrow,
Close to my heart you'll always be,

Do you still remember the night we had,
Where our eyes meet on the staircase,
I thought I've finally found an angel,
That took me I lifetime to search for,

An impression that I'll always remember,
The moment you first smile to the very last sleep,
You're the reason I came alive,
You're the notes in my sonata.

Stranger

Turn Around
Turn Around and fix your eye in my direction
So there is a connection
I can't speak
I can't make a sound to somehow capture your attention
I'm staring at perfection
Take a look at me so you can see
How beautiful you are

I'm confident
But I can't pretend I wasn't terrified to meet you
I knew you could see right through me
I saw my life flash right before my very eyes
And I knew just what we'd turn into
I was hopeing that you could see
Take a look at me so you can see

You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broke and abandoned
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

Take a look at me so you can see
How beautiful you are

Your beauty seems so far away
I'd have to write a thousand songs to make you comprehend how beautiful you are

I know that I can't make you stay
But I would give my final breathe to make you understand how beautiful you are
Understand how beautiful you are

You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
You call me a stranger

Myvi Exclusive Edition

This babe is gonna be mine pretty soon. The coming two weeks is gonna feel like its forever..... the clock tick tick ticks! Might be heading down to Penang after hanging out in Ipoh and Taiping during CNY.... buzz me if any of you are there too ;)

Solemn

Dark melancholy clouds,
Fighting against these emotions,
Crowding, covering the evening sun,
The dimming lights changing the day,

Lighting up this candle,
Watching how beautiful it could be,
Perhaps just for a little while more,
And melting away slowly, unwillingly,

When the road diverge into two,
You choose the path you desire,
Who would you pick and march on?
Between a diamond and a pearl,

Two steps ahead, distance draws further,
Heaven is no longer to be seen,
The frustrating roaring thunders,
Tonight the sky is crying out loud.